this will sound odd but  i dont care too much about updateing Its getting Scary with my Mom asking all these Questions

i'll still comment and mabye update but not very often

ahhh so i went to wash my hair today and as i'm brushing it Handfulls of hair is coming out Then i just started pulling it out with my hands i got like 10 hand fulls of HAIR is this normal !!! i'm about to go to the mall again to get christmas gifts and my brother want to go out for lunch i dont think i can lose this weight with all the junk i'm having to eat uggg O well 

i'll update later

~Andy

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I'm back to 145 what the HELL i've been skipping bfast and lunch and other stuff what is wrong with me i'm a faliure I need to do something i want to go back to school Looking well I need to do something majoir !!! i mean i know i'm not goin to lose the weight over night But still UGG

I need to go run  and clear my head I'll update later

i ate every time i excised UGG blahh I mean not alot like a blow of cereacl cuase at the end of today i have burned about 1,700 cals . I cant sleep more Exercise ???Tae Bo with out sound ! i need sleep yet i wan to lose wight by tomorrow i mean like 1 or 2 pounds Or 5 . i need to just go to bed and stop freaking out then get up and RUN !!!! then more Tae Bo  and maybe more running I need to exercise my way down to 100 For track Blah i feel so nasty and fat i see all these pictures of the gurls on the Tae Bo tape and i'm a fat nasty Whale version of them .

i'll update sometime later

~Andy

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ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i excesied like crazy and what happens I gain weight WHAT THE HECK?????!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?  no bfast or lunch no food if i can help it Lot more excesieing LIKE till i'm dead!!goin christmas shopping today i know its late to go but i have only like 2 presants to buy  . yeah If i must eat dinner its going to be purged ALL THE way till i see bile GOSH i'm horrid . my tummy is rumbleing GOOD it should be punished i should be punished for eating a little yesterday AHHHHHHHHH sry i'm pissed off right now

MAN its been crazy sry i have not been able to comment yall back . i'm been very busy and i have been eating very very badly . but i'm just starting over  . i'm going to go run 2 miles then come back and do an hour of tae bo so that about 1,100 cals burned And i'll eat dinner but purge it and maybe if  i am reallly really hungry i'll eat  bag of popcorn its only 100 cals a bag i need to start over and that what i plan to do THANK YOU SOOO MUCH for the support .

~Andy

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SO i did the tae bo and the running but i ate the popcorn and a handful of fritos UGG o yeah and i had a small glass of dr pepper NO control O well at least i worked out i think i might even do alittle more tae bo  i weighed my self i'm 137  at least i've lost 2 of the pounds i gained Hopefully i'll be 136 or 135 tomorrow and be back to normal  i want to lose weight so when i go back to school people GO wow Andy you look GOOD . i went and ran out side its oddly hot for december here in texas but it is my first year living here i like it i can run in shorts and a t shirt !!!

i'm tried a NAP sounds soo good then i'm going to  a movie then i may walk or run or just plain exercise some more WEIGHT BE GONE i wish it was that easy

UGG i have not weigh myslef yet but i so scared too i pigged out last night even thought i burned like tons of cals by dancing and goofing off w/ friends O well A new day a new start I just need to start over . i am all done with drivers ed I get my license next month Excited about that !!!

i had to eat this huge taco salad at the place GRRR i bet i weigh 140 again and lost all the progess i made sry i didn't update yesterday but i had friends over and yeah .

~Andy